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22 June 2008 @ 09:27 pm
on the lookout  
Sometimes I feel like I am stuck in a revolving door. Most days, all I think about is how I am going to maintain the weight loss I have managed and possibly lose more. But some days I wish I could turn it off, and go back to eating normally to attain a healthy body again.  

Yet this relationship with my ED continues.  Although I realize it ruins spirits, destroys bodies, and consumes souls, I can't seem to push it away. A guess a lot of relationships are like that. We realize something/someone is bad for us, yet we continue to crawl along with it because it's all we know. Thinking back on everything we have sacrificed to get thus far, how could we possibly set it aside and "just move on." 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
thin_marionthin_marion on June 25th, 2008 10:23 pm (UTC)
this is the most honest post I have ever read concerning an ed and thus beautiful.

sick_love_1sick_love_1 on July 4th, 2008 02:26 pm (UTC)
you worded it very well.